I never knew that i made one BIG mistake when i move one wrong step.
I never tot of anything more other than having fun when i join that.
Now, i know. I know that im wrong.
After that step, i made another mistake one by one again.
How could i be so blind as in not to realise it.
As if the fog was so thick, & i was lost in direction.
Im oways asking myself ; how ? why ? what ?
But i never did once figure it out.
Until now, when all the situation change, when i could see it so clearly.
I finally found out, searching for the right feeling.
I've decided to let you go.
It always says, when you love someone, its to let that person to be happy.
& not to own him and have it by your side.
Everyone faces a different thing when it comes to l-o-v-e.
Me ? , i just couldnt help thinking of you, looking at you when you didnt even noe,
stare-ing into space and smiling to myself.
a crush on you for one and a half years, thought of giving up,
but at that point of time in my life, i couldnt bring myself to that decision.
You always make me laugh, cheer me up when im really down.
Only once did we go out together, it was the first, and the last.
I cried alone.... not wanting anyone to noe, i still have slight hope on you.
NOW ? things have really change. I've grown and decide on giving you up.
But, its still in the process. Idk if i would give up halfway through this process,
but, i'll try my very best, telling myself that "YES" i can do it.
In the past, i would oways look out for you. Yet, you are ALWAYS no where to be found.
Now, i dont even want to take a glance at you, but you're like everywhere .
Not long ago, i would not face you, telling me not even to look at you, although i want to.
Now, i will have a glance at you, but not really to notice you.
I, can choose the path that i want to go. AND i will !
But, i still want to thank you for the past...
bcos of you, im who im today.
This - is one of my story from part of my life.
I wanted you ; really
